Before the Birth
   Background
   The Diagnosis
   Doctor Switch #1
   The Tests
   The Roller Coaster Ride
   Doctor Switch #2
   The Final Switch and Hope At Last
 
Updates After Owen's Birth
      The Birth
      At the Hospital
      Home At Last
      Shunt Replacement
      Progress (5/3/2007)
      Progress (8/4/2007)
      Progress (10/28/2007)
 
 
      Progress (11/26/2007)
      Progress (12/6/2007)
      Progress (1/21/2008)
      Progress (2/20/2008)
      Progress (3/20/2008)
      Progress (4/14/2008)
      Progress (5/9/2008)
 
 
      Progress (6/2/2008)
      June 2008 Infection
      Progress (8/17/2008)
      Progress (9/12/2008)
      Progress (9/16/2008)
             
 
Progress - August 17, 2008
Owen has his cochlear implant!!
The surgery went well and now Owen has his cochlear implant. I'll admit that it is somewhat anti-climatic because they can't turn it on for a full month. They have to wait until everything heals before they start putting current through it, but it's going to be a very long month!

The surgery took about three hours from the time they put him to sleep in the OR to when Dr. Buchman (his surgeon) came out to tell us he was done. That was Owen's longest surgery yet, by far. The shunt surgeries are an hour or less. So it was a long time in the waiting room for this one. Our daughter was with us though, so she kept us busy entertaining her the whole time. She held up remarkably well since waiting is not usually a six year old's strong point.

Dr. Buchman said that there were no surprises during the surgery. The only minor thing that happened was that apparently since Owen's cochlea is not completely formed that area communicates CSF with his brain. So when he punctured the inner ear to put the probe down into the cochlea some CSF came out. At first we were horrified, but he said that it happens in about 50% of the cases where there is a misshapen cochlea. The inner ear is sterile, so there shouldn't be a problem with infection and apparently the hole should close up on its own without a problem. We have been told to watch for CSF leaking from the ear or nose over the next few days just to be sure.

Other than that he was very pleased with how he was able to place the probe from the implant. Of the 22 possible electrodes he was able to get 20 of them into the cochlea, even though the cochlea isn't fully formed. This was better than we were hoping for. The original implants only had 2 electrodes, which was very quickly folled by ones with 4 electrodes and then for a long time they only had 16. Some models still only have 12, so getting 20 is pretty good.

They did a CT scan the night after the surgery just to be sure that there wasn't CSF building up anywhere and to check the placement of the implant one last time and everything looked good.

After the surgery they put a huge bandage on his head that we were supposed to keep on for 5 days. I wish I could have gotten a picture of it, but he mangled it so quickly that I never got a chance to. So you can see a picture of little Mariah with her bandage below to get an idea (thanks to her family for the picture!). Mariah had both ears done at the same time, so she has two bandages:



Mommy had to improvise because we just couldn't keep the bandage on so I made a trip to Joann's Fabrics and bought some sundress material, which is super stretchy, and made a hat in the hotel room. Sundress material doesn't come in boy colors, so it's a beautiful pink :-) You can just see the white bandage sticking out below the hat on the right side. The puffball part of the bandage is about half of its original size because it kept shedding until I stuck band-aids all over it to hold it together.



Owen is home now and healing nicely. The doctor said this isn't a very painful surgery and that seems to be the case. He hasn't even needed Tylenol since the day after the surgery. Below are the pictures of his incisions that I took today:

    


You can read all about how cochlear implants work and what their parts are on the new cochlear implant page.

Tomorrow we go back down to UNC to have Dr. Buchman check out his progress for his post-op checkup. It should be a short appointment, but it's always nice to have the doc tell us that things are looking good. Then it's just wait, wait, wait until hook up, which is scheduled for September 12th. I'll close with a picture that I took of Owen this morning with his big sister.


Progress - September 10, 2008

Almost There!
It's just two days now until they turn on Owen's cochlear implant. Last night we got the automated call from the audiologist's office to confirm the appointment. We couldn't "Press 1 to Confirm" the appointment fast enough. As if we would need a reminder for this appointment anyway! Wild horses and elephants couldn't keep us from showing up in that office on Friday.

Owen went in for a routine CT scan on August 22nd to get a baseline for his new shunt. The scan showed that everything is just fine, his ventricle sizes are stable, but we got an added bonus. It happened to catch a view of his cochlear implant. You can see the profile of the internal piece of the implant from the side, and it even caught the electrodes winding their way into the cochlea.

   


I will post a new entry on Friday night letting everyone know how the hook up went. We are trying very hard not to get our hopes up too much or to get too excited, but we are failing miserably :-) It seems like it will be a month between now and Friday, but in the end I'm sure the time will fly by and we'll be sitting there watching them turn it on before we know it.

Progress - September 12, 2008

They Turned it on and Owen Laughed!
Well today was the big day!! They turned on Owen's cochlear implant and we were all very pleased with the responses, although they weren't quite what we expected. We thought that he'd either just turn his head and look around, sit quietly and do nothing, or maybe cry. I'll admit that breaking out in squeals of laughter never occurred to me. In the video you'll see that he starts out by just changing his facial expression, but by the end he is breaking out in laughter when they are doing their testing.

He did the laughter thing many times and the audiologist could tell that it was timed correctly to be in response to the sounds that were being fed to the implant, or strangely enough, in response to the sound stopping. It was as if he wanted to be quiet while the sound was happening so he could hear it, and then couldn't restrain how happy he was about the whole thing once the sound was finished. I didn't get them all on camera, but we did get one. After the one in the video they had to take off the coil for a few minutes to save the program and as soon as they put it back on he started laughing again. When Daddy went to strap Owen in the car the coil came off and so Owen couldn't hear anything for a few minutes. As soon as Daddy put the coil (the round piece stuck to the side of his head) back on Owen started to laugh. You can click on the link below to see a video of the highlights of Owen's hook up. It is about three minutes long.


Owen's Cochlear Implant Hook Up


Owen's sister Sammy came with us and it was a big day for our family. I know that she has been looking forward to this day just as much as her Mommy and Daddy have and it was wonderful that we could all be there.



When we got home I took a few pictures of his shiny new hardware while Owen was getting a few minutes in his stander after being cooped up in a car seat for 6 hours today.

   


So all in all it was a great day. We have a long road ahead of us and it will still be a long time before we know whether or not the sound is clear enough for him to gain speech, but for today we are very happy.

Progress - September 16, 2008

Things are still looking good!
Well, it's been a few days and I thought I'd take a minute to write a bit more about our whole experience. My entry the other night was to spread the good news before we all crashed from the emotional high we were on, and from the adrenaline we had been running on all week. Now that things have had a chance to calm down I thought I'd fill in the details.

If you've been following the story then you know that we had to wait four weeks between the surgery to put in the cochlear implant and when they turned it on. This was a very long month of waiting, and I am not good at waiting. We flip flopped between being unbelievably excited and telling ourselves not to get our hopes up. I don't think either Daddy or I slept much at all in the nights just before the hook up. As soon as the sun came up on the big day, I was up. I couldn't just lay in bed so I got up well before the alarm to take a shower and start packing up the car. It was only a day trip, but babies (and their big sisters) can fill up a car just to go across town. As a family we are never on time for anything. And yet this day we were sitting in the car and ready to go right on schedule.

It was a rainy and foggy drive down, but luckily there were no major traffic backups. We mostly take back roads anyway for this trip because there aren't any major interstates that go directly between here and there, so traffic isn't usually too much of an issue. We got there with 45 minutes to spare, which gave us time to feed Owen and his sister before his appointment. We were a bit worried that he might want food/nap with his appointment being at noon, but we would have had to wait several more weeks to get a better time and that wasn't happening. We got into the office 15 minutes before our appointment.

Now it might be possible that some day, in some far off land that a patient will be called into a doctor's office at the actual time of their appointment, but I've never seen it happen personally and I don't really believe in such fairy tales anymore. This day was no different. Ten minutes after our appointment they came out and announced that they were getting the room ready for us. Why? Didn't they know we were coming? I am not a patient person by nature and I think I was ready to beat down the doors if they didn't get us in soon. In the end they were probably only 15-20 minutes late, which is remarkable for any office, but it seemed like forever.

The whole appointment took about 2 hours. They put the external parts on and then they ran a whole bunch of tests on the hardware. The audiologist said that several of the electrodes weren't responding and it was probably due to a manufacturing defect, but that they might decide to work in the future. So much for advertising 22 electrodes if they don't actually work, and it's not like you can just swap a new one in easily. So for now we're working on 18 electrodes. We know that only 20 made it down into the cochlea, so that may be part of the issue. Perhaps the last two that they thought they got in didn't make good contact. Oh well, in theory you only need 8, so we've got 10 bonus ones, right?

After the hardware tests they tried testing the nerve for responses. This is called neural response telemetry or NRT. They send electrical pulses through the electrodes and can measure the responses back from the auditory nerve. They were only able to get a response from one of the electrodes, but the audiologist said that sometimes children who have never heard or have been completely deaf for a long time will need some time with stimulation of the nerve before it will respond well to the tests. So we moved onto the more subjective tests to see what would happen.

The next thing they did was to send tones directly into the implant with the microphone turned off so that there wouldn't be any background noises. These are the tests that you see at the beginning of the video (see previous entry) where Owen is furrowing his brow and showing the looks of concentration on his face. In this test you can hear the tones on the computer's speakers as they are being fed to the implant.

She then tried turning on the microphone so that he could hear us. This was a surreal moment to realize that it might be the first time that he was hearing our voices. He didn't give us any real reactions, but it was a nice moment anyway. Then we got back to the computer generated testing.

On this test they ramped up the volume and this is when we got the giggles. We didn't get the first round of giggles on the video camera, but the audiologist decided to see if we could reproduce the effect, or if maybe he had just found something in the room funny. So she backed off the volume again and then slowly headed back up and sure enough, at the exact same point, he started giggling again. So with that information she declared that it didn't matter what the NRT said, it was fairly obvious that something was getting through. This also gave her a starting point for the mappings that they would send us home with. To load the mappings they had to turn off the speech processor. When she put it back on, he immediately started to laugh again.

At this point his sister came over to sit near him and talk to him and then she did the oddest thing. She got the biggest smile I have ever seen on her face and she looked like she was going to burst into tears. And then she said, "I'm sorry Mommy", as if she didn't quite understand it herself. And then she said, "This is good, right? He really did hear something?". It was very clear that she was just so very happy that things had worked out the way that she had hoped. If you have never met my six year old daughter, it's hard to understand just how special she is. She can tell you in intricate detail and full technical language exactly what a cochlear implant is, how it works and what we expect from it and she completely understands what all that language means. It's hard to believe sometimes that she is only six when she talks. And yet deep down she is just a six year old sister who wants desperately for everything to be OK for her brother. She wants him to be able to hear her when she reads stories to him. She is just as anxious for him to learn her name as we are for him to say MaMa and DaDa. So I think she was just a bit overwhelmed at that point. I'm so glad that we brought her because I think that is a moment that both she and I will remember forever.

So we went home with our 4 programs loaded into the speech processor. They start out at a very low volume and work their way up. If you have never heard before it would be incredibly overwhelming to suddenly hear the whole world at normal volume. They told us to up the program every 2 to 3 days if it seemed that he was tolerating it. Each program is a bit louder than the one before it. If it seemed that he was having trouble coping then we needed to back off the program to the previous one and wait a few more days. They also said to watch to see if his face started to twitch - indicating that he was getting too much electrical stimulation near the facial nerve - and if that happened we should back off to the previous program and call them.

For the first two days on program 1 we didn't really notice anything significant. It did seem that maybe he was paying more attention to faces while we were talking, but nothing definite. On Sunday we turned him up to program 2. We still didn't see anything definite - again he *might* have been paying more attention to his surroundings, but maybe not. One thing that people who have never dealt with a deaf child might not realize, is that they spend a great deal of time in a world of their own. Owen is a very affectionate child, and he craves touch and contact. But if he can't see you, then you aren't there and he just picks up a toy or a book and loses himself in it. Hearing children know that you are still in the room when they can't see you, because they can hear your voice. Deaf children are alone when you are out of their sight. So this is the first thing that we were hoping we would see - that he would start to notice that things were still happening even if he couldn't see it.

On Sunday night Daddy and I were discussing that we didn't really know if the programs that they sent us home with were as loud as where he responded in the office, so we weren't sure of what he should respond to. The audiologist had said that he would only hear loud sounds, which would not sound loud to Owen. But we really wanted to know if we were even in the ballpark yet to where he was set to in the office. So I fired off an email to the audiologist so that it would be in her Inbox when she got into the office in the morning. Bless her heart though, she answered it just a few minutes later. I hope that she was checking her email from home and that she wasn't still in the office! She said that we were a bit lower than where he giggled in the office, but that he had shown some reaction at where program 1 was (probably the furrowing of the brow from the video). She also said that they were only testing with one electrode in the office, and that with all 18 on now it would seem louder. She said that we could bump him up to program 3 a day early since he wasn't showing any obvious reactions.

So Monday morning when we turned it on, we went up to program 3. And here we thought we might be really seeing something more. Now we have had many people ask us if he has tried to say any words yet and honestly it's just not going to be like that. A normal baby starts hearing in the womb. My daughter recognized my voice within minutes of being born and turned her head to me when she heard me talk while they were cleaning her off. Then they hear for quite a few months before they even start to coo. It isn't until around a year that most kids say their first word. Owen's ears were just born last Friday, he's going to need to learn what to do with sound, just like a newborn would. At this point he doesn't even know that he *should* respond to sound, so we need to start by teaching him that.

So we are looking for much more subtle signs. Owen has always babbled a lot. This is unusual for a deaf child, by two years old he should be all but monotone according to the audiologists, but he has a wide range of sounds that he makes all the time. In fact he is rarely quiet. So we are hoping to see some differences in his babbling. Some new sounds that we haven't heard before. But even that will take time.

After we turned the speech processor up to program 3 he seemed to really start paying a great deal more attention to our faces while we were talking. He has been on that program for two days now. He has several toys that make noise that he has never shown any real interest in, most notably a LeapFrog ball that plays music or sings the alphabet when you spin it. He has never cared for this toy and it has never held his interest for more than a few seconds. He has been playing with it for the last two days for long periods of time. The ball has a feature where if you haven't spun it for a while then it plays a quick little tune to get your attention (I guess it gets lonely). Both Daddy and I have seen him roll over away from the ball to do something else, and then turn back to the ball to play with it after it plays that tune.

I have been sitting next to him quite a few times with the house nice and quiet and then, without moving, said something to him and had him move his eyes to look at me. Today Daddy sat with him for a solid hour and just listened to music. Owen doesn't sit for a solid minute without squirming to get down anymore. He's almost two (only a few more days to go!) and he has things to do! Yet today when Daddy turned on the music he just sat there. At one point Daddy took off the coil and Owen started to fuss. He put the coil back on and he settled right back down.

So there is no definitive/absolute answer except to wait and see what time tells us. But we have seen enough things change that we are hopeful. Owen is coming out of his shell and is laughing more and more with us. He has always been a happy baby, but in the last two days he seems to be noticing a lot more and he seems to like it. He seems to be spending more time looking around and less time absorbed in his own toys. And so for today, again, we are happy.

On a lighter note, I have to share with you the swag. Anyone who has been to a professional conference can tell you what swag is, it's all the free stuff that vendor's hand out to try and get you to buy their products. I haven't bought a T-shirt since 1999 because of one programming conference that I went to. When they rolled Owen out of surgery there was a stuffed koala bear in his crib wearing a Cochlear t-shirt. The Cochlear corporation is an Australia company and they are the ones that make the Nucleus Freedom implant that Owen has. A week or so after we got home we received a nice tote bag in the mail and a handy little carrying case for extra batteries all with the Cochlear logo. After the hookup they gave us a second koala, and this one has its own speech processor and coil. They also sent us home with a nice journal book with the Cochlear logo, a year's supply of batteries, an extra speech processor and coil, extra cables, extra microphone covers, extra clips to attach the speech processor, a drying unit with a UV light and fan (!), a carrying case for the extra processor and coil, and much, much more. The box it all came in was so big it almost didn't fit in the trunk of the Honda. I haven't taken a picture of all of the stuff that we brought home, but I did get a picture of Owen with some of the swag a few days before hookup. You'll notice that even his T-shirt is swag: it was given to him in the PICU at Duke during his shunt infection:

   


We are also very pleased that Owen has finally been able to resume all of his therapy. He had about a week in between the surgeries this summer where he could have some physical therapy, but really he has been off of that since late May. OT has been spotty because of all the surgery too, just because he hasn't been around. So yesterday he started PT again and he is doing so great. I will have to take some pictures of his latest skill, he can finally pick his head up off the ground by pushing up on his hands. And he does this on his own now, not just when you work at it during therapy. He has also stopped rolling and has moved onto a sort of army crawl, and he even sometimes picks his head up to do it! Below is a picture of him with his occupational therapist Vesna. She is awesome and Owen loves her. She seems to be able to get him to do just about anything. Today she wanted him to do some weight bearing on his hands, so she put some lotion out on his tray and let him swirl his hands around in it as he pushed against the tray. He had a great time!

   


And finally (whew! we're almost to the end!) I will close with some pictures of a recent play date for Owen. It was actually a couple of weeks ago, but I'm just catching up to those pictures now. You may remember from past history that there is another little boy with hydrocephalus that lives nearby us. His name is Elijah and I met his Mom, Jen, while she was pregnant with him. Jen and I have gotten to be friends in the last year and we have gotten together more times that we have posted pictures here, but we hadn't managed a play date for the boys since last May because of Owen's surgeries this summer. So we got together to get Eli and his big brother Spencer in the pool for one of the last days of summer. The last picture that I had of Owen and Eli was this one:



Both boys have grown quite a bit since then, and apparently Owen finds Eli to be quite tasty! Check out how they look now:

   

   



Wow! That was a long one! But I think I am all caught up on the news now. Owen's first speech therapy session with the cochlear implant turned on is on Friday, and we turn him up to the last program that we have tomorrow. We'll go back down for a new set of programs next Friday. I'll keep you posted as to how we're doing.
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